Monday, June 4, 2012

Happy 5th Birthday Isaac


Happy Birthday Isaac!

Dear Isaac,

Five years ago today I met you for the first time.  From that day until today I have been surprised over and over by how much love I could feel when I look at you.  When the doctors put you in my arms, my cheeks actually started to cramp from smiling.  When I go into your room at night and see you sleeping, or watch you focus so intently as you build another amazing tower, or when I see you grabbing Lily’s hand as you head into a new group together; I am struck all over again by the beauty of who you are and who you are becoming.

Five years ago today, I couldn’t imagine a little boy named Isaac Orr.  I couldn’t imagine a blonde floppy haired boy that would make laugh at his witty little comments.  I couldn’t imagine a boy with such a sensitive and tender heart but the spirit of a warrior.  I couldn’t imagine your lanky arms and legs running down the street.  I couldn’t  imagine your little charming way and how you would make people smile.  I couldn’t imagine the way that you would love and take care of your little sister. 

Five years ago today, I held my first baby in my arms.  I stared at you for hours and hours.  I had never felt the kind of love in my heart that I felt when I looked at your sweet little face.  I can’t believe that it has been five years.  It’s hard to imagine life without you.  You are truly a gift from God; one of the greatest gifts I have ever been given.  I celebrate you today my son, Isaac Daniel Orr.  I thank God for making you and for blessing my life with you.  I rejoice in who you are my son.  I love you!

Love - Mommy